Well, I thought things were getting better, but I am anxious yet again. I am going to write about it, because I think getting it onto “paper” will help.
I am still scared and guilty that I feel the way I do. I don’t feel like my normal, happy, carefree self, and therefore I am really hard on myself. I am working on being kinder to myself, telling myself that I am going to be okay again and that this is just a bump in the road. Everyone has bumps in the road.
It’s going to be okay. I just need to be patient.
I was given 150mg of welbutrin to help with the side effects of zoloft and to help to further ease my anxiety. This is good. I will try it and hope for the best.
I pray everyday that God takes this away for me. There has to be a reason why it’s there. I believe everything has a reason. So I am keeping faith in God and in myself, or at least trying to.
It’s just weird that all of this is happening. I don’t have a reason to be sad/anxious. It’s just there. I have a good life and I’d like to enjoy it.
I’m going to remain strong.